Ryan: i'd give you the world if i could
Ryan: but i cant
Ryan: so you can just be my world

happy 4 months yesterday, ryan anthony zembik. :]

we took the hottest picture today & i can't stop staring at it & i want to post it for everyone to see, but many wouldn't approve. good god it should be in a magazine or something. aha i wanna show it :[

EDIT: i already posted the picture for 24 hours. you snooze you lose.
aha sike; just IM me or something if you REALLY want to see it.

dear best friend: we've lost touch a lot this year and it really dissapoints me. i just want to call you up so bad & be like "hang out with me right now! let's go shopping or take pics or eat mac & cheese", but i'm scared to. you've gotten closer to a lot more people recently; particularly girls who hate me, while i've only gotten closer to my ( Read more... )

guess what?!!
my mom's firing my counselor today; fuck yeah!!

& guess what else?!!
i have a new counselor on wednesday at 3:30
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my mom's car & two others on my court were broken into last night. man i love this place.

"just a heads up, i'm checking your website on tuesday"

ahah my mom's so weird

my mom finally talked to my dad & i don't think i'll be going there for a while. i would've talked to him myself but i was afraid of hurting his feelings. mom said he didn't seem mad & had realized this was going to happen sooner or later. he also says he'll try to think of a new plan; maybe where we go out to dinner every so often instead of ( Read more... )

i fkn passed out at a saves the day concert ahahahahah SIQ!!

i don't remember actually telling anybody but for valentine's day ryan got me 2 tix to see saves the day tonight; eeeeeeeeee i'm so excited!!

everywhere i go i feeled judged and compared to. if someone else isn't doing it then i am. i constantly compare myself to skinnier grls, prettier grls, smarter grls.