so besides the fact that im in my annoying stage of hating evrything...the only time i can have a smilE on my face is when im with steve. hOnestly i dunno what the hell i would do with out him. not only does he keep me in the happiest moods BUT ( Read more... )

Rook rrook: i love you!
SPYSk8ter: luv u too
SPYSk8ter: thats german for watch out, the school bus is here

i love steve sooooooooo much. i don't get how someone can be THAT perfect ( Read more... )

so i FINALLY QUIT CHEER. 3 years of being verbally abused by the one person i hate most in the entire world, the crazy most fucked up bitch of a cheer coach ( Read more... )

uselessly empty. today since i dunno where kt went everything was empty. usually she takes my mind off the hell hole crap they call school. but today was just empty. like some one literally took everything inside of me and just threw it away. i hate school, i hate people, i hate everything, i hate crying, my eyes burn from crying so much . i don’t ( Read more... )

dam! winter break was sooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOOOOOOOoooooooooooo tyte!!!! and then i had to go back to my lame ass school. i fucking hate high school, i CAN'T WAIT TILL COLLEGE where i can take classes i like, be free on my own, don't have to deal with retarded people . i dunno how im gunna do it i have a year and a half left of school and i ( Read more... )

so even though im jewish i love christmas! everyones so jolly and everything is all decorated and family getting together. so i went to steves grandmas house for christmas, and met the whoollleee family, since he lives in his own place, this was the 1st time i met everyone. so i almost died out of being soooooo nervous ..but everyone was real sweet ( Read more... )

so im officialy 17, i got to school and was welcomed by the best friends with ballons, cards and presents and i couldn't have spent the day with any one i loved more! katie alisha and i went to melrose, where we almost died, but survived and jumped up and down screaming when we did! lol then went to my love's house where alisha made best friends ( Read more... )

so katie and i went to a tyyyttteeee ass ozma concert last night!wellll almost...exept that when your in beverly hills THERE IS NOOOOOOOOOOWWWHHHHHHHEEERRRRRREEEEEE TO PARK!!!!!!!!! so we gave up and drove around b.h., and westwood for some hours getting very lost and calling andy 10 times on how to get around, and asking 20 people at red lights ( Read more... )

I WOKE UP TODAY WITH THE BIIGGESSSTTTTT SMILE ( Read more... )