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Good evening, Mrs. Saeki. I hope your day has been going well.
Syuusuke just told me some excellent news. Remember how we had hoped for the reception to be on the waterfront or at Avondale (dad's golf club) if we couldn't get it? He got us Zest! We'll be toasting and dancing overlooking the water at sunset.
My best friend and butler. I really do hope the two of you will become as close. Same with Bane. I'd be absolutely gutted if either of them turned their back to you.
Anyway, let me know when you have more ideas finalized. This is your day, luv, and I want to make it perfect. The cake, colour scheme, your dress... I'll help you organize whatever needs to be done and give my opinions if you need it, except on the dress. Riv lectured me about that for an hour last night. She can't wait to see the ring, by the way.
I'll pop in tomorrow evening to see how you're doing.
I'm still in shock I'm now legally married to someone. I thought I had years still but it's the right thing to do and right now it feels the same since only two other people know about it outside of our families. It's like we're planning one hell of a party at the start of vacation and I don't think it'll truly sink in until we fly home. I was brought up with western traditions so I think once we start setting things up and have the final fitting will be when I realize what I've done.
Not even being a father in several months as sunk in yet since she's not showing. My whole life is changing because we were horny and arrogant teens. An's a wonderful lady, though, and she understands me and what makes me function so that's helped ease me into this. She's okay with me vowing never to have sex with another woman (unless she's with us and wants it) but I have a few male lovers I can't part with yet, or at all. It's like I'm torn in half. Half wants An and the other half wants... wants others.
Having Bane and Syuu here with me has definitely helped as well. I'd be lost without them and I need to find a way to make sure they know this.
I need to talk with Takahisa. I can't keep him in the dark about this. It'd betray him too much to find out later on. I already should have told him but it happened so quickly and I think I fear that he'll end things when he hears I'm married. Then again, he does like sneaking around and An is fine with it. I'll see him after checking on my... my wife. What an odd thing coming from me.