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la mer
ok's, so dis time, da cable man droppe dby. we got till tuesday to pay da bill, which is 318$. with my first chack and his measly attempt to help, half will be covered. so tue/wed i pwolly have a two week abscese fwom da web, den i should be back. just haff to keep slaving away in hells kitchen an dmake dat moneys fow da cable man. heh ( Read more... ) -
sleepless nights
must be some sort of anxiety ow intewnal clock scwew up, but evewy time i haff to wowk befowe noon da next day i cant sleep ( Read more... ) -
squeakles
uhg, another day another dolla. my job is da sucky. dishwasher. =x.x=. it pays for da intewnet. so yay!
i hate having to get up early though, it almost bever happens and i cant sleep the night before cause my internal clock is off ow someting.
ah well, only pulling five hours today, den i come home to pounce da momma bunneh! yay! <3 ( Read more... ) -
squeaks
well, it sunday now., thanks to my RL brother not telling me sooner i cant help and the cable is going out tomowwow, so no phone, tv or internet. ouch! but i will try to be back soon. happy holidays everyone. <3 my big bwothew! -
Everything dies
i am back!
forgot i had this thing, thanks to Light Lion i back though!! yay!
so after more dan two years sinc emy last post, i am back, at da pinnicle of pain. this year has been nothing but suffering and blow after crushing blow.
Everything Dies.
happiness.
hope
love
dreams
life.
you cant win.
everything dies in the end -
another day in quicksand
Well, nothing new goin on here. ima resume my posting her ein my 360 in ym yahoo. might as well. i like it better anyways, and unlike some panthers, i dont have a hundred other journals =P. i am effecient, one will do for me. lol. -
Moo
Nothing goin on yet. got two tickets to see a movie before the end of september on ym birthday, which was the 18th. didnt really do nuthin on my birthday, besides sit around and get nagged at by my wife, which is expected usually. im off work this thursday and friday, which is payday, so WooT!! anyways, i never have much to post becaus ei never ( Read more... ) -
Slow Time
So i just got the new Stand - Chapter Five and Cold - a Different kind of pain albums, both are good. yeah. what else, Kung Fu Huslte was awesome, did i mention it? Tuesday Sin City comes out, i am so buying it. it better be worth it. oh, i need to post dont i. o.o -
new findings
i got so wasted on tequila last night. dear lord. i went and laid down at 12:30am, cause i was wasted to the extreme. my wife decided to come in and get frisky. we got frisky. so at 3:45 i finally collapsed. stamina. yeah. but now comes the pain. heartburn, my head hurts, bright lights suck ass. oooo someone shoot me. eight days left till my ( Read more... ) -
unlearning
i cant find your face
in a thousand masquaraiders
your heading in the colors
of a million other lost charaders
in lifes big parade
im the loneliest spectator
cause your gone without a trace
in a sea of faceless imatators
eh, old song i am listening too. good stuff it is.
cut my finger at work. pretty bad.
cool. got a few days off.
nothing ( Read more... )