Ten biggest mistakes/failures
[locked from everyone]
1. Allowing myself to be admitted into McLean Hospital.
2. Refusing to seek treatment, even though it was offered.
3. Buying into the shit that the psychiatrists told me.
4. Not tongue-ing my meds on the first day there.
5. Convincing Daisy (fucking cow) to hang herself because Daddy liked to fuck her (and she liked it).
6. Dragging Susie-Q into the shitty existence that I led.
7. Getting my privileges taken away after that day at the ice cream shop.
8. Allowing myself to get recaptured every time I escaped.
9. Leaving for two weeks without telling my best friend, who subsequently hanged herself.
10. Not jamming that fucking pen into my aorta, regardless of whether it was in neck or chest.