This one will come from the heart. I am tired today, as a result of sleeping about 4 hours last night cause I stayed up till 2:30 AM playing a video game on the computer. And my heart is heavy, as a result of learning that my Grandmother (my Mom's Mom) has stage 4 cancer (the worst kind). She had surgery last night to remove a brain tumor which ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite a busy couple of weeks, praise the Lord. Go, go, go. It's been extremely stressful but extrememly enjoyable and I have a lot of memories from the last few weeks. It's been really, really busy at work -- one thing after the next, burning the candle at both ends (staying up late, getting in early) and it's been challenging. ( Read more... )

I am very confused ( Read more... )

In so many ways, my life is coming to a crossroads. I am now a mere 27 days from 30 years old (haha), I have so many decisions weighing on me. It is really hard sometimes. I can't bear it. I just can't. Life is too freaking heavy for me to bear and still care ( Read more... )

Well ... sort of. I did need your prayers very desperately. But I should not have put myself in that spot. I need to fix my eyes on Jesus and never let them off. That's what I need to do. Sometimes it's hard and that's when it's good to have great friends fighting for you too.

Thanks a million. My God is helping me.

With Love,
Pete

I have been extremely sad lately. I sob uncontrollably at times, in public and private. I am struggling big time. I have wished that I would just die of a heart attack. I am really, really sad ( Read more... )

I am a mere 55 days from my 30th birthday. Then it will be official. I am old. I can remember my Dad turning 30. That's how I know I'm getting old ( Read more... )

Well, life is going at a pretty fast pace right now. It's nuts. It's fun. It leaves me wondering "Is this what life is really supposed to be like ( Read more... )

Took a personality test. Yes, it describes me. No, it doesn't make me feel any better about myself necessarily. I am a mastermind. Good for work and whatnot but a lousy friend and horrible spouse.

The test was at:

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

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What an amazing day today ( Read more... )