AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh all i have been doing is crying WHY ME???? WHY CANT ANYTHING EVER GO RIGHT FOR ME WHY WHY WHY???? WHATS WRONG WITH ME ????

OK so yeah my weekend has been great...lol friday matt came over and we rented some movies and watched them...well i watched them and he fell asleep...then he went home and i went to bed..

SaturdayI worked 10-4 then went home...drove with the top down it was sooo nice out...then i sat on the computer for a bit..then i went with my mom to the store ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here bored right now....well i decided what i am gonna do about matt....i talked to him last night....i decided that i'm gonna give it another chance....i told him to give me a few days cause when i talked to him i hung up and just started crying and i need a few days to get so that im not soo upset...but i told him that i would give it ( Read more... )

so yeah im just sitting here thinking alot....not too much is new...still working alot...woo hoo today is my day off adn i get to go to the allergist what fun NOT ( Read more... )

i think amanda devilplaygirl is HOT!!! I worship the ground that she walks on ( Read more... )

Happy Easter Everyone....hope you have a good day cause i know i wont...sorry that i havent updated lately if you read my journal...but so much has been going on and i dont wanna talk about it now cause i will start crying all over again and i dont want to do that..

later <333
jackie

I fucking give up....i honestly dont know what to do anymore...nothing that i do is right...

Today was really awful ( Read more... )

Do u ever get the feeling that you just wanna SCREAM?????cause i have it now....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

so yeah once again i didnt get hardly any sleep and im getting sick so that makes it worse...i cant breath and i keep coughing...yeah i kept waking up all night....then my phone goes off at like 8am and it was amanda text messaging me that she needed to talk...so i called her...and talked to her for a while then she went to the doc and then she ( Read more... )