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Quick update overall
I feel the need to write, especially the need to save and grasp a hold of every single memory that i have. I'm living my own fairy tale right now and i never want to forget a moment. Not everything is perfect of course, I have my trials and tribulations: School and a sucky job and not the perfect living situation, but I think the times I get to ( Read more... ) -
my cat "pickles" has the right philosophy.
So i spent most of the day feeling physically horrible while inside i feel pretty good. I'm sad that I missed the whole first day of classes due to sickness, and I was really looking forward to seeing chase today, but i have not moved very far from my bed. My cat has joined me from bed to couch and all of today we have slept the day away ( Read more... ) -
Are u mine?
Warning: i've made myself mimosa's and I feel its finally time to share.. This is pretty much an Ode to Chase, so i'm sorry for making anyone vomit... this is pretty much a place for me to record and reflect ( Read more... ) -
nothing.
Meh, i really don't have much to write about. Things are pretty uneventful.. other than solar this weekend. I got to spend a lot of time with chase this week... so i'm gonna take some time off and make him chase me a bit. He kinda was a little mean on the phone last night, very blaise with my feelings although he kept calling like every other 2 ( Read more... ) -
beach weekend.
I'm coming home this weekend! :) Chase wanted to come with me, but he has to work. I would have loved to bring him, I think it would be good for him to see that side of me... that and I love sharing stuff with him, like the beach and such ( Read more... ) -
I don't know whats right or whats real anymore
I think i just really need to post. I have an aversion to phones and for some reason i just cannot talk to anyone right now. I'm in a weird mood where I am overloaded with feelings. Just let me type and don't judge ( Read more... ) -
Stop preparing and enjoy
DEEP THOUGHTS BY NICOLE ( Read more... ) -
Kiss me under the mistletoe one more time...
CAUTION: THIS IS A TRUELY MUSHY POST ( Read more... ) -
Heart vs mind... always epic battle
And so i finally admitted that I liked him. I have been fighting it every step of the way, calling him just a friend and five hundred other names that mean no connection. But i cannot anymore. I've run out of names, and when I even consider him just leaving me be it hurts in a strange way. We have way too many connections that my heart cannot ( Read more... ) -
oh look another pointless entry
SO tonight i read over my old entries back to the beginning of college. I have to laugh, because the more years in college i spent the grouchier my entries are... and most of them are bitching about chemistry. I missed a few points too, i never really explained what happened between Chris and I, nor I never even mentioned about courtland's goodbye ( Read more... )