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jared sent me a message while he was waiting to leave.
he told me that his friend, ex girlfriend lindsay
was in a motorcycle accident last night and she was
in critical condition. so all day today i’ve
been waiting trying to find out how things were
with her. we never even met, i didn’t even know
her last name. but i was going to figure it out
and i thought about how i would find
what hospital she was in and i would bring her
flowers and say hi, we've never met, but you
must be amazing if jared spent time with you,
even more so if he still thinks so highly of you.
well, this evening i was just online and i decided
to click into her journal, which i never did for some
reason...and the headline was something to the
effect of say goodbye to
LINDSAY ROBIN FREE.
she died. i couldn't believe it. i freaked out.
i didn't know what to do. to tell you the truth,
i still don't know what to do. i'm heartbroken.
jared most likely doesn't know yet, he is out of
reach until at least saturday. i feel so horrible,
i'm am still in tears. i had no one to talk to.
i have no friends anymore, even more so with
jared away. i don't know what to do.