i don't think i ever fell asleep last night. i rolled around all night. i should have taken my sleeping meds. i was already awake when my sister snuck into my room to steal some of my clothes and i told her to get the hell out. so i took a warm bath, because i can always fall asleep in the bath. no luck. then i laid naked in my bed and tossed and ( Read more... )

have you ever really seen me happy?

don't believe in me, cause i will let you down.

i have been sleeping naked quite frequently.
its crazy but so nice.
oh yeah, see the movie CLOSER.
you'll be so happy/sad you did.

i'm boring.

it has been one of those days where every single thing that can go wrong does. and i just realized that my day isn't quite done with...i typed out my long, sad, sob story and somehow i hit something and the whole thing was erased.
fucking wonderful.
i quit.

so today, i woke up to andrew sitting on my bed with adorable flowers...then we went to a nice little lunch, then i was supposed to get my hair done by a friend in beauty school but the fag backed out so i went to some other salon and just got it styled for fun, then i went to target with my mom, came home, opened my presents, then went to dinner ( Read more... )

it's my birthday, i have the cutest boyfriend on this earth. more later.

today, because of communication difficulties, i didn't get a chance to see andrew. i was pretty sad about this. it was mostly my fault, because i was in slc all day. i kinda felt like i needed to make it up to him because i knew he had a bad night. so... i surprised him with a gourmet cooked meal (wendy's) at work. it was cute, i just handed it to ( Read more... )

so stupid but incredibly funny results...