i am still not quite sure what it is about him, but it's something, something big. everything is just falling into place so nicely. there hasn't been one awkward moment, well...maybe the dryer sheet. every time i talk to him i love him even more and wonder if i could ever possibly love him more then that, and it happens again. i see him again and ( Read more... )

so, today was wonderful, all aside from the speeding ticket...91 in a 65. the nice officer reduced it and gave it to me for going 9 over. perfect. traffic school. no high insurance rates. oh well. i'm not about to pay for it. anyway. lunch with jared was nice. cafe rio, pretty damn good. we sat outside in the sunny parking lot and talked for at ( Read more... )

last week was quite long...too many text message fights. too much shared info. too many tears. too much blood. too much, umm, was it jealousy? i had a nice visit at borders friday. that night i got all dressed up and pretty and had some fun. but then at about 2 am i had even MORE fun. adorable. saturday went to some party with the ex and others. ( Read more... )

so here i am, at what, 1am. not sleeping again. some one was supposed to take a nap then WAKE up and text me. goddamn. i got my hopes up, i hate that. i'm so tired lately. i've been up late this past week. it's been worth it to me, but i hope that it is to the other party involved. i got in big trouble yesterday. so much more then anyone knows, i ( Read more... )

well, tonite i hung out with 3 girls...ha, me and girls. who would have ever guessed?? yeah, candice, susan, and lindsay. we drove up to slc to see the strokes. we had some fun before that though...i called up an old friend, my FB, and he, being a darling 24 year old bought us some captain morgan. the girls bough pepsi or coke in big gulps. ha, fun ( Read more... )

well, today i drove all the way to slc to shop. it was quite a bust. then i came home and m came and picked me up. we went to a show at muse music in provo. it's a nice little joint. some boys named severin and evan aka sevi vs. evan...they were great. keyboards and vocals by severin...quite amazing i'd have to say. then some boring band. then the ( Read more... )

well, i always told myself i'd never do this....yet here i am. spilling my heart to what, my two friends on here...who i won't specifically write to, because if i wanted to do that i'd just call them up or something. anyway...well. i don't quite know what to do here...i'm new to all of this, yet i love to read other journals...so here goes...today ( Read more... )