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Laying down
Hearts pressed firmly on top of the covers
Beating in unison
Causes some nerves
Heads to the side
Eyes locked as if in trance
Hands softly touching
Roving and wondering
Too scared to move,
To break this moment
Too scared to blink,
To forget the color of your eyes
Too scared to breathe
Too scared to lose you again
Reach out your arm
Pull me a bit closer
Open your heart
Please, for a moment
Part your lips
So I can give you a kiss
Too scared to move,
To break this moment
Too scared to blink,
To forget the color of your eyes
Too scared to breathe
Too scared to lose you again
If I could choose a moment to die,
It would be now
While I'm embraced in your arms
The happiest I've ever been
I know life can't get any better than now
So why should I live any longer?
and another rant.
I knwo you leave me in the dark on purpose. We talk less and less but maybe I must lose it all to finally be able to gain some back. i can't keep you off my mind. And if you thought about me half as much, it would still be a miracle. Sometimes I wonder if you ever think, do you ever wonder if your decisions may affect someone other than you? Well, they do. I believe I care about you more than anyone else. Yes, I do get easily attached, but isn't that something you like about me? My dependency? You can always depend on me to love you when no one else does. And you have taken advantage of the offer. You're greedy for attention, and so easy to fall back on.
there's more but whatever.
it's so ironic that the day i wrote this is the same day, well, anyways...