I'm so burn out from school that I haven't really written anything, anywhere, about what I've been thinking. I'm 'progessing', I guess you could call it that ( Read more... )

a candidate for donation. my follicle count is 16. the average is 8. They asked me if anyone in my family had an early menopause. not that I know of. I'm really disappointed. Hey, If I only have such short time of fertility left I think they should take my eggs cause they will definitely go to waste, but I doubt they'd see it that. I guess I'm not ( Read more... )

I'm starting to see, the clearer picture of things. Of myself. Now if I keep control, and be a more patient person, that would be vast improvements. I think, therefore I am ( Read more... )

I first of would just like to say, (and commend myself for being), On Top Of My Shit. For real ( Read more... )

I've been really somber at times when my mother encourages me to play with the puppy, because i just think of chance, and how much i miss him, and i just get so upset and frustrated whens my mom pushes this new dog on me, and then complains about how no one takes care of it but her, and screams when he pees on the carpet, as puppys do. and i just ( Read more... )

my bff and new puppy, basill (not the spice!)

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"I am hate, everlasting ( Read more... )

So I'm really attacking global warming. My global warming paper that is.
God forbid I ever went away to college, than I'd get even less than nothing done.

I'm trying to change my mood. It's a lot harder than it seems.

day just gets worse

i cant concentrate one bit.
dennis wants to talk to everyone but me. he was online. didnt IM me. and sent me a facebook message saying it was weird to talk to me.
when did talking get so complicated?

"..take me, take me back to your bed, I love you so much it hurts my head, said I don't mind you under my skin, I let the bad parts in, the bad parts in ( Read more... )