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I can never decide how I should be approaching life, what to do in situations where things need to be done. Yesterday was REALLY good, I shirked all responsibilities I had for the day (resume, australian film presentation), spent some time with coffee homo #2 and some fun Stewart's assorted beverage fun with coffee homo #1, then waited and waited ( Read more... )

boy if i had it my way, i would've let that escalator eat me.

i'm sick, i'm suffocating, and i'm all alone.

someday i'm gonna stop the codependance and pitying myself and get rid of this livejournal. but it ain't today. and it ain't tomorrow either.

i've got an ominous stomach pit feeling that i'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.

Heyyy I need a code for a new community. Who wants to help me out? Thanks kids.

So I guess the party line is I followed you up here ( Read more... )

I'm so [tired, cold, hungry.] But my desire to [sleep, put something on, eat] is diminished by everything unfortunate that seems to have befallen me at once. I tried so hard, I really did. I try to make everyone happy, I try so hard that i've forgotten about myself and it doesn't even matter when it occurs to me. I need to purge myself of ( Read more... )

I hate my life right now.

I hate that I'm alone and I've got no other misery to bask in.

I hate that all I've got now is my bitterness and tears.

I hate that the one reliable thing I've ever had in this city is moving forever away from me.

I hate the person that's driving her to it.

I hate the world.

I want to BE elvis costello when i grow up. Last night was without a doubt the most amazing display I've ever witnessed. And I was only 3 rows away from it. Thank you Jersey Jeff, for making this all happen.

I hope you know I was only fucking you for fun. I only told you it meant something so I could keep doing it.

Alright... so ( Read more... )