for the first time, in a very long time, I feel "normal." And it feels wonderful.

I've learned the best way to live is without regrets... live for the moment, do what makes you happy. Don't worry about what other people say or think, if it's what you want, nothing else should matter. Think I'm greedy for saying that? That's nice, because I don't care.

Don't assume I'm nice, pretty, caring, or smart. I never said I was.

~I lived in the basement of Baker but the stairs were all weird and there were Indians that lived outside on campus in wigwams and mesas and they tried to sell you stuff every time you left and i had some really stuck up bitchy roommate who smoked and noone i knew went to OSU anymore but they all came to say goodbye and all the equiptment had ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you ( Read more... )

Yes, this morning was another of those "wtf" mornings! sooo here it goes ( Read more... )

yay, finally have more dreams to report! First Saturday night ( Read more... )

mmk i didn't like this one... dont remember how it started out, but i was out w/ my parents then went home by myself. got a creepy feeling as soon as i went inside. turned on a few lights before i realized i hadnt closed the garage door. stepped outside and did that but i was hearing strange noises and gettin even more spooked. i called ken, ( Read more... )

hrmm, not much to report... last week i survived on about 2-3 hrs of sleep every night, sunday - friday. I didnt like it. reminded me too much of senior year... goodness i dont know what I was thinking. I would refuse to sleep until schoolwork was done, resulting in no more than 2-5 hrs of sleep every nite, 6 nites a week (sundays i could sleep ( Read more... )

Hmm I definately forgot about this thing for awhile... I think I'm going to surrender and make it more of a normal journal than a dream journal so you actually have something to read. A few nites ago I had a dream, more vivid than the recent ones ( Read more... )

ok nothin too good from the past couple days, but here's what i got ( Read more... )