Fic: Itch
Title: Itch
Pairing: Heechul/Kibum
Rating: R possibly
Warnings: blood, anguish, mentions of sex
Words: 443
Summary: Heechul has an itch that just won't go away
Comments: For the
miracle______ 100 SuJu Fic Challenge Prompt 027 : Replacement ( my archive)
Betaed by my gorgeous momijinohimitsu cuz she rocks <333
It all starts as a tickle, an ignorable niggle in the corner of his mind. Heechul absently brushes his hand across his chest to appease it and he doesn't think about it, everyone gets phantom tickles now and then, after all.
But it comes back, more insistent this time as he distractedly scratches at the annoying spot while talking to Leeteuk about the other members; it's annoying, but still just an inconvienience and he doesn’t think much more on it.
Yet it persists, more and more prominent every time and Heechul scratches at it, reddening the skin permanently in that irritating spot as the occurances become more frequent.
Until it all gets too much and he's gauging huge rivets in his flesh with his fingernails, clawing desperately at this blessed itch, practically digging through his own body to get to the source, anyting to make it stop. His own blood is welling up over his fingertips, but he doesn't notice, too focused on this single minded insanity driving his actions as he ploughed deeper.
His vision was blurring now, tears springing forth as his mind caught up to his body, realisation that this wasn't an itch he could scratch hitting him like a ton of bricks. That this feeling only surfaced after seeing Kibum or mentions of Kibum or after fleeting thoughts of Kibum wormed their way into his mind, and with them the crushing memory of how Kyuhyun had stolen him away.
How it wasn't him that received the dazzling smile anymore, as he sprang to greet him when he got home, wasn't him that would spy the glimmer of mirth among a sea of disapproving frowns when he had been wronged and was reacting accordingly (most would call this a tantrum). But most of all now it wasn't him that would feel that glorious tongue curl around his own, feel those fingers dance across his skin, feel him moving inside him fervent and determined when they were alone together.
No, it would be Kyuhyun, that snarky brat who used to be so quiet and obedient, before he had followed Heechul’s example, gaining an ego and a sharp wit, stealing his bit and now stealing his Kibum.
Yet that wasn't what cut him, what had him weakly pawing at the now tattered skin of his chest in tearful anguish, it was that Kibum had let him; had replaced him. That he had meant so little as a person to him to be substituted with a shadow of his own personality traits so easily.
As he stared at his reddened, sullied hands, it devastated him to think the itch would never go away.
Notes :
An once again it's not a happy fic :S and came about very randomly actually, cuz I had an itch and I have tendancy to scratch till i bleeds cuzthen it won't itch so much and yeah it's weird, but it got me a fic :P
As always, comments are greatly appreciated <333
Pairing: Heechul/Kibum
Rating: R possibly
Warnings: blood, anguish, mentions of sex
Words: 443
Summary: Heechul has an itch that just won't go away
Comments: For the
miracle______ 100 SuJu Fic Challenge Prompt 027 : Replacement ( my archive)
Betaed by my gorgeous momijinohimitsu cuz she rocks <333
It all starts as a tickle, an ignorable niggle in the corner of his mind. Heechul absently brushes his hand across his chest to appease it and he doesn't think about it, everyone gets phantom tickles now and then, after all.
But it comes back, more insistent this time as he distractedly scratches at the annoying spot while talking to Leeteuk about the other members; it's annoying, but still just an inconvienience and he doesn’t think much more on it.
Yet it persists, more and more prominent every time and Heechul scratches at it, reddening the skin permanently in that irritating spot as the occurances become more frequent.
Until it all gets too much and he's gauging huge rivets in his flesh with his fingernails, clawing desperately at this blessed itch, practically digging through his own body to get to the source, anyting to make it stop. His own blood is welling up over his fingertips, but he doesn't notice, too focused on this single minded insanity driving his actions as he ploughed deeper.
His vision was blurring now, tears springing forth as his mind caught up to his body, realisation that this wasn't an itch he could scratch hitting him like a ton of bricks. That this feeling only surfaced after seeing Kibum or mentions of Kibum or after fleeting thoughts of Kibum wormed their way into his mind, and with them the crushing memory of how Kyuhyun had stolen him away.
How it wasn't him that received the dazzling smile anymore, as he sprang to greet him when he got home, wasn't him that would spy the glimmer of mirth among a sea of disapproving frowns when he had been wronged and was reacting accordingly (most would call this a tantrum). But most of all now it wasn't him that would feel that glorious tongue curl around his own, feel those fingers dance across his skin, feel him moving inside him fervent and determined when they were alone together.
No, it would be Kyuhyun, that snarky brat who used to be so quiet and obedient, before he had followed Heechul’s example, gaining an ego and a sharp wit, stealing his bit and now stealing his Kibum.
Yet that wasn't what cut him, what had him weakly pawing at the now tattered skin of his chest in tearful anguish, it was that Kibum had let him; had replaced him. That he had meant so little as a person to him to be substituted with a shadow of his own personality traits so easily.
As he stared at his reddened, sullied hands, it devastated him to think the itch would never go away.
Notes :
An once again it's not a happy fic :S and came about very randomly actually, cuz I had an itch and I have tendancy to scratch till i bleeds cuzthen it won't itch so much and yeah it's weird, but it got me a fic :P
As always, comments are greatly appreciated <333