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[plecks]

I spent the weekend moving into my new bedroom at the new apartment. It's just my brother and I for like a week. Completely isolated, too. No telephone hookup, no internet hookup, I don't have my cell. I've just locked myself in my room making beats and watching bootleg videos on my computer (no TV

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[phatlip]

This is how I see it:

School is about making kids look good on paper. Trust, I don`t want to be just a good transcript, just a good list of extra-curricular activies or volunteer programs, or just a book smart kid that has no common sense.

I want to do whatever the fuck I want. Blow off school and tell off everyone in the system that they`re wasting my mind, time, and childhood. I want to go out and do something that I want to do, no fucking college or ignorant high school kids surrounding me along the way. And I don`t want to have to compare myself to standards that make no sense for me to compare myself to them. Like, fuck class! Get your education on the ave.

But to look at my future realistically and realize that the way I really am guaranteed a "good job" stupid fucking money to support me and/or my future family, I`m gonna have to do what I gotta do to get where I need to go. And unfortunately, it does require schooling

[phatlip]

I love you.

And I guess I won`t see you until next weekend.
That`ll be 3 weeks now.
Send me love letters in my e-mail.

JaN3LL3 <3`s TaYL0r 637/143/U*Me. ;p

[plecks]

Good grades are surely not the backbone of freedom/future.

[phatlip]

Good grades to my parents, determine my "freedom", especially as a child. At the same time, I`m moving myself towards my future, job-wise.