this really sux so bad. there is something wrong with chris and i know he cant tell me but it hurts. we saw him walkin and offered him a ride and he said no because he wasnt going home, and just the way he said it, it gave me a sharp pain right in my heart. (and this may sound stupid to anyone who reads this but i dont give a fuck.) i dont know ( Read more... )

man today really sucked. now more than ever i'm realizing how much chris is drifting apart from me and chrissy. it really sux. i thought it would be the four of us at least until graduation and hopefully further,(i guess its kinda stupid to think that tho, oh well). but nathan has already drifted apart, and chris is slowly but surely drifting as ( Read more... )

well i went to the seether and crossfade concert tonight and it was fuckin awesome. i cant wait till sep. 15 when unwritten law and 311 come. but ya. oh ya and whoever that was that commented annomously on my last entry can kiss my ass, i can really care less so i would appreciate it if u would not comment on anything i have to say. um... thats all ( Read more... )

well i was way wrong, i have no fuckin clue on what to do. so amber if u can please help and give some advice it would be much appreciated. well here's my problem. all summer i was talkin to this guy andy and it was really cool, then when school started my friend asked him y we weren't dating yet and he said it's cuz he didn't want a girlfriend. so ( Read more... )

well this weekend kicked ass, friday i went to the football game, but left at half time because we were kickin ass and went to applebee's to eat. then saturday i went to big 8 for the mda fundraiser thingy, but it got boring so we left and went to the mall and just fucked around, and then went to see wedding crashers (which is a good movie). then ( Read more... )

well today was my b-day and it was pretty kool. school was great i just wish when i got home it would have been better. if only my mom wasn't such a bitch, i mean u would think that today she would at least not yell at me so much but i guess thats kindof a lost cause. oh well for once i'm in an ok mood i'm just tryin to think positive an not let ( Read more... )

well i think i'm given up on guys. they suck, i mean i've been talkin to andy for like 2 months and we still hadn't started dating. so i guess micah went and talked to him, and he said that he doesn't want a girlfriend right now. then i think i like a freshman and thats bad cuz i'm a junior, well i guess its not to bad but still it would be weird. ( Read more... )

well its been awhile, and shit still kinda sux. last night me and my mom got in another huge ass fight all thanx to my stepbro. so here's what happend. Yesterday we were goin to lunch (chrissy has a car now, kinda) and i didnt want kevin to go because i was pretty tired of him (i see him 24-7) so jokingly i told him i didnt want him goin, and he ( Read more... )

damn, just when things started to go good, they go to shit. so much crap has happend. to give yall the short version, my dad through me out of the house after yelling at my for like 3 or 4 hours, then just last night i got in an arguement with my mom so she called my dad and told him to come pick me up because she didnt want to deal with me. now ( Read more... )

last night was pretty cool, andy came over and we just chilled in my front yard, i love his dog, i plan to steal it when he's not lookin. but over all lifes goin pretty good right now, for once im happy (most of the time). i really dont have that much to say, so ya laterz!