DESPAIRRRRRRR

Jun 24, 2011 15:39

NOOOO. FREE TRIAL THING. MY ICONSSSSS. NOOOOOOOOO. *sob sob*

I'm going to Boston for the summer to see my sister. I'm leaving July 3rd and don't know how long I'm staying - all I know is that I'm gonna be there for couples weeks (or at least that's what my sister said). But the thing is, I'm traveling alone. God, my second time on a plane ever and I go alone. And this time too, I have to switch planes. ;A; I am soooo going to get lost, even if I ask someone to help me. OTL *not good at remember directions* .... Or following them. //does opposite of what someone says

Idk, I'm kind of iffy on going because 1)I don't deserve it 2) since it's just gonna be me there 3) me and my sister are kind of... awkward. Her and my other sister get along better. Idk, man. 4) I think my sister working too while I'm over there???? So it's just gonna be me and her boyfriend in the apartment alone, and wow, that will be awkward. 5) I have no proper clothes. OTL My clothes have holes and rips and shit and snfsjfnsf OTL //forever a poor bitch

ALL I KNOW IS THAT WE'RE GONNA BE WALKING AROUND A LOT. I hope a lose a few pounds. *sob*

And she already bought the ticket.....s... And I don't want to have to go through the trouble of her getting the money back and stuff. Plus I know I'll end up being glad that I went.

I asked my mom if I could have my iPod back (she's had for 5 months now, wth) for the trip. She's being eeeuuuhhhn and saying she'll "think about it" even though it's mine. YOU DIDN'T BUY IT FOR ME, SO UH, I'D LIKE IT BACK LIKE FOUR MONTHS AGO. But I better do get it back. I looooooved listening to my iPod on the plane and looking out the window last time. It was really nice. (Do I even have a window seat this time??? I hope so.)

I also have to kick my ass into gear this week; I want to finish some drawings I owe for a Secret Santa on dA, and I already informed them of my trip and whatnot, but it'd be nice not to present the gifts late. So I'm gonna try to get them done before I leave, and give my onee-chan my dA password so she can upload them for me on the date we give them.

But if I can't finish'em before I go, then sorry people. ;O;

I think this all I have to say. For now.

rambling

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