so he knows
and now he's making me nervous
& his smile doesn't helpppppp
or when he pokes my stomach

i almost did debbie
i was really close to
then i chickened out lol

lol thanx alot mike

i will be 19 in a week
eh im not really looking forward to it
it's on fathers day so i proabably wont be seeing the peeps
:/ i miss my annabelle & vinny

at least my dads getting me a new phone :]

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i still have it all
including the feelings
but i think its time i throw it all away.
somethigns not letting me though.idk
happy birthday to richard
happy birhday to me in 10 days

oh and my teeth will be perfect in a month
CAN'T WAIT


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i can't FUCKING take this anymore
i dont want this fucking love anymore
give it to my parents
they need it more than i do

4 more months

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i walked in my house
after shopping with my mom
& found my cuttie niece

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i love nsync for their catchy danceable emo songs
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today wasn't so bad. sitting listening to emery made me realize alot of things. yea emo things but whateva.life isn't so bad. i mean it is right now. couldnt' get worse but its ok. there are things i know i should look forward too. and although i want to be with someone my heart still feels different, it still loves and it still hurts. i wont make ( Read more... )