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I have been thinking too much lately...I need to go for a long walk or something.
You know, I kind of figured out as to why Renji wanted a cold shower that one time...and now that I think about it, had I led him on? I shouldn't have been afraid or let my voice waver...
Because I was afraid, Renji was not able to...I don't know how to put it into words! The thing is, am I good enough for Renji? Don't a majority of men want sex? Renji is just a normal man, he is bound to want something besides the simple kisses.
I really shouldn't have gotten afraid. But he said something about hurting me...
...would it hurt? To lose 'it', I mean.
You know, I kind of figured out as to why Renji wanted a cold shower that one time...and now that I think about it, had I led him on? I shouldn't have been afraid or let my voice waver...
Because I was afraid, Renji was not able to...I don't know how to put it into words! The thing is, am I good enough for Renji? Don't a majority of men want sex? Renji is just a normal man, he is bound to want something besides the simple kisses.
I really shouldn't have gotten afraid. But he said something about hurting me...
...would it hurt? To lose 'it', I mean.