Drunk, not super tired cause of more drugs, speed is kinda boring now but at least I font get tired

I regret a lot of embarrassing things I do.

My biggest regret. No, wait, maybe not regret. I do dumb things without thinking, I will argue I have adult ADHD, and I dont care what anyone else says.

I do a lot of dumb things. Not doing something is my ( Read more... )

Think I might come up with a rule. I surf, go boxing or scuba dive 6 days a week. But the max I should go boxing is three says a week and only on weekdays.
If the surf and diving conditions are bad I read a photography book chapter or watch a surf or bodyboard DVD.
I have to photograph twice a week - once on weekends and once on weekdays, whether ( Read more... )

I spend a lot of time looking at stuff I wanna buy. Sounds a bit weird hey?
Camera gear, surf gear, beer stuff, scuba diving shit. What's it allfor? So in my time of relaxing I can do whatever I want. But you know what? I hardly do it! I hardly go fishing, surfing, playing soccer or taking photos. I always delay it... I don't actually get around to ( Read more... )

So um yeah. Had another party at my place. It was cool at the start but by the end I was a bit over it. Had some speed again and it was... Ok
Just gave me a bit of energy but nothing major. Maybe it was the alcohol. Maybe I'm just gonna drink light beer from now on cause i feel really good despite drinking since 7... 6 hours straight
But no feeling ( Read more... )

I'm in bed and awake at the moment. I think I'm gonna give up on this girl. It should be easier an I'm got a lot of free time where o could be surfing or taking photos, so I'm gonna do that instead

Anyways, I bought a bcd today. I have all my diving equipment apart from my weights which only cost a little bit. I'm gonna plan to go this saturday. Can ( Read more... )

Yea I don't use livejournal much at the moment. Sorry.
BUT. yes I know it's not a ground breaking, life changing event. And yes I'm 26 so it's a bit late. BUT I've never really given drugs other than over the counter and pot and alcohol and stuff. But today I tried the most amazing thing ever for the first time.... SPEED. it's amazing. I had heaps. ( Read more... )

Things are exciting for me at the moment. A lot is about to change and so there is massive opportunities
Massive opportunity for establishing a reputation, for meeting professionals and establijsing professional relationships, for gaining a specialization, etc. I just got a new job and starting in 3 weeks I hope.
My flatmate is also moving out. This ( Read more... )

I have too strong feelings for this girl. We've talked every day for the last 3 weeks and she hasn't talked to me today or yesterday. She was busy yesterday but she usually always talks to me. It's tues night so I doubt she's out
I'm becoming too irrational when I think of her
Things to realize we should not be together. She is a uni girl which means ( Read more... )

Frustrating. This girl turned out to be frustrating. She has some things about her that remind me of Katy so I'm not sure if it'll work out.
Anyways, the frustrating thing. She says she can't play games. Right, who even says that? Well I met up with her once and since then we've had plans to go out but never actually do. Like 'I'm sick' - I ( Read more... )

Today was a non day. I don't like those. No surfing but I did some more stuff for my new Zealand trip. It was supposed to be all about the photos, but i think it may be too hard to give it the best I can. I really wanna get super awesome photos, but at the same time I don't wanna wait around for more than a day for one photo which may or may not ( Read more... )