I am sorry that things are going shitty. I am sorry you feel so sorry for yourself. Because I do care about you. But you need some fucking tough love. And some self love. No ones going to love you until you love yourself. And youre not going to love yourself until you take care of yourself. And you certainly arent doing that.
got two things to worry about: school and getting out of dad's place.
i'm allowed to feel shitty. i'm allowed to feel sorry for myself. i'm allowed to feel wronged when people talk shit about me. i'm allowed to feel bad when i get stood up or cancelled on. i'm allowed to feel not guilty about retreating to my dad's place to redevelop a sense of self and get my shit together. everyone in this family has tapped this net of support but me. it's my turn. and it doesn't come without a price.
and no, I'm not indebted to babysitting my sister's kids. She makes $55/day as a sub. It's called being a good brother.
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and getting out of dad's place.
i'm allowed to feel shitty.
i'm allowed to feel sorry for myself.
i'm allowed to feel wronged when people talk shit about me.
i'm allowed to feel bad when i get stood up or cancelled on.
i'm allowed to feel not guilty about retreating to my dad's place to redevelop a sense of self and get my shit together.
everyone in this family has tapped this net of support but me. it's my turn. and it doesn't come without a price.
and no, I'm not indebted to babysitting my sister's kids. She makes $55/day as a sub. It's called being a good brother.
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and my mother is that dog.
and i know this because you wrote it
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