As of Thursday I have not really sat down to think, contemplate life and give myself some time just for me, and take the day in stride, and just relax and ease myself into the day.  Friday I got gas, and by Sunday it was already 1/2 gone!  That's how much driving was involved for me!  It is amazing I am still alive right now.  Sadly my friend Jen ( Read more... )

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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I'm trying to pass this midterm, but ace the final, we'll see. I just need to keep working hard and moving towards my goals ( Read more... )

Food for Thought.

I have been thinking a lot about being married and having children.  But at the same time I have been feeling like I need to finish a lot in my life before I get married and have children.

I really need to focus on God, and put my faith in Him.

Frankly, I have realized, that, I need to do the ministries and gifts God has given me and ( Read more... )

Well I'm Movin on Up, Movin on Out!!!!

Can you believe it??  I still can't believe how excited I am.  Today just seems to be the best day, it started off really hard and bad, but seems to just be getting better every minute!

I was cleaning out the car and fixing it all up, and the next thing I know my cell starts ringing, and I think it's Re because ( Read more... )

StepMONSTER:

Ever since Friday my life has gone down hill.  I can't live at dad and paulettes.

Why did I think that I could come back here and things would be better?

Probably because Paulette seemed fine and was nice.  She knew that I was going through a tough time and knew that I needed help and that I couldn't live with mom anymore.  It felt like ( Read more... )

I have been watching the Bachelor Paris since it starts, and from day one I thought him and Sarah were perfect for each other. But him choosing Moanna for the last two it made me really confused. I thought for sure he was going to choose Moanna over what I wanted him to do ( Read more... )

Well apparently, the night the whole family was having the big fight, Paulette showed off to her kids, and took my agreement and put it away, saying "Sarah doesn't follow it anyway."

Well.  Now I'm upset, mad and just down right angry.  How dare she!  Does she think that now I want to do things for her in HER stupid house?  No.  Does she think that ( Read more... )

Well it is now official.  I am a horrible daughter.

Yesterday I had to take my mom into the hospital, pack her bags and leave her there.  I just feel like leaving her was a bad idea, but then I think that I wouldn't be able to concentrate on anything but her.  And now I feel insecure about what kind of daughter I am to her.

I know I am an okay ( Read more... )

I'm really tired right now, I have a bad headache, which really just sucks! I've the headache pretty much all day, since I woke up. But I think it will help to make me nice and tired so that helps. Kind of ( Read more... )