it's been awhile...
I dont ever update on this thing...just on my xanga...so if you really care...then read that...
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YEAH! if not
....hmmm......
I LOVE RANDOM THOUGHTS!! this is what's going on in my head...
I have way too much time to think.....
I think i'm lonely....haha...okay to "emo" for me....I cant bring myself to do it!
welp....i feel really blah right about now...I dunno...BAAAAH!!!
I want someone...Im tired of the randomness.
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I wish....I could sing for you...but i cant!! why do i have to be sooo shy about singing...!
I wish...i could get the four guys i like and make one guy out of them....
I would get the Rico suave out of guy #4 that makes me sooo attracted to him...! Guy #2 #4 I would keep one of their voices b/c it's nice and "manly" and sooothing...haha! Guy #1 and #4 i would keep their smarts...! All of these guys have great goals! Guy #2 and #3 can sing...! Guy #3 i respect his beliefs...but at the same time i tend to want more what #1 #2 and #4 wants...!! Guy #3 makes me want to change to someone i long to be...! Guy #1 knows me better then any other guy! But at the same time Guy #2 wants to know things i would never tell Guy #1...Guy #2 and guy #3 play one of my fav instruments! i probably could only sing to Guy#1 and Guy #2 I long to fall asleep with #2...but i long to be held by guy #1 i just want to make out with guy #4 and i want guy # 3 to be close to me....Hmmmm did that confuse you...b/c that confused me....I just want to pick and chooose what i want from each guy!!! Even though i dont really like these guys....but....i do/did once like them at the same time...or at different times...
PS...my fault...but i wish i could play the geetar and sing!!