i miss jen very much. it's like my own sister had moved to Utah. but she came back to visit for the weekend and i didnt get so much as a consideration. tonight there was a dinner thing at the blue dolphin. its a bar and resturaunt. she didnt call me. sal is the one who told me about it. i tried to call her but it always kept going straight to her ( Read more... )

ok people, i think its about time we stand up for ourselves. its about time we stop letting people make us feel this way. it is one of my weaknesses too, trust me. but there comes a time when u cant give a damn if his parents dont like that u dont have a job or dont get to school, cuz u know that ur going to change all of that. not for thtem either ( Read more... )

ok, letss see here.....

• im lonely
• im bored
• im cold
• ...and i have a fiance...

wut the hell is wrong with that picture???

so...another day and another night. i'm actually in a good mood.

except for whn my mother came home and decided to pull an attitude just because she's sick! stuipid bitch!!!

anyways! i downloaded Kazaa 2.6. but now i have to take it out cuz it uses SPYWARE. nope nope, not a good thing.

now i'm just waiting for my babe to call me so i can pick him ( Read more... )

ok! letss see here!

bills..................

• cell $347.82
• credit card $743.83
• hollywood video $140....somethin...

AND I DON'T HAVE A JOB!

http://us.f1f.yahoofs.com/bc/74ec1e8a/bc/Mail+Attachments/monkeys.bmp?bf1KwFABNSS15Csh

ahhhhhhhhhh blah blah...umm i'm kind of scared now. my mom wants to go look at dresses..........wedding dresses! EEK! i dont know where the hell this is coming from, but i really dont want to know either!

http://people.cornell.edu/pages/slp29/wee.html u have to look at this!
its the most hilarious thingy~ma~jigg~thingy!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

well blah blah blah to u too my mind tricking god. a good way to show me u care.

the light has faded once again. this darkened feeling, i have felt it before. destruction is bound to appear but how to prevent it, i don't know.  not even the one person who should notice has any understanding of what is about to happen.

i thought that what once was lost now was found. only to be suprised at what was hiding beneath.

insecurity

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