grr
Today in advisory I got rather angry. I told kelsey to put her collar down as it was popped and popped collars annoy me. Lucie, a girl in my advisory, proceeded to but into my conversation to say
"How mean, my collar is popped!"
"Well, I just dont like it when people pop they're collars"
"Hannah, you're so mean, you're one of the angriest people I've ever met."
Talk about a day ruiner.
I was so offended that this girl had the nerve to tell me that. Please. What, you've seen me 15 minutes every day for the year and a half, barely acknowledging that I exist and you have the audicity to tell me how I feel?? I was so angry that she said this. Oh well excuuuuse me, you stupid wench for not having the fucking perfect gumdrops and sunshine life you've apparently had. It's girls like you that make me dislike females when I first meet them. You know, maybe if you took the time to know me a little more, you'd know that I put up the defensive barrier when I first meet people (mostly girls) but then I quickly warm up to people. I'm not mean. I'm just not as nice as you wish everyone could be. I don't go around sugarcoating things. I'm blunt and to the point. I don't live in this fucked up politically correct world that you want to live in, if I don't like something, I don't beat around the bush, I'll tell you I don't like it. Maybe the reason you think I "hate" everything is because when we actually do engage in conversation with the rest of the advisory, I don't like anything that we talk about. I like tons of shit, it just happens to be shit you don't like, or probably could care less about. I care about people, I love people, and I love lots of things. I just don't like a lot of things that you or everyone else likes, and I won't sit there and be silent and pretend to like it.
Get to know me, I'm not this cold angry bitch you make me out to be.