EXAMS ARE OVER!
I CAN BREATHE
wait, why did the settings on LJ change? i havent wrote on here in a while.
This is weird, i dont like my typing font.
anyways, lalalala i am done hehe, time to party:)

will you listen.
will you let me weep out my sorrow.
will you not say a word.
will you just be there, and not judge me.
will you hug me, really hug me, care for me.

i need you to tell me your there for me.
i need you to be there for me.
i need some love.
i need some help.

You as my ally and I as yours,
and we dissented and dissented
till hated by all.
Until a day came when envy struck,
and it became apparent we were
better than all.

.......btw, my love for MSI has been reactivated. plus...ppl are insane and consumer whores...PS3 was released today and the fights were pretty funny but sad.

Borat...omg...go c it if u havent ( Read more... )

I am so used to hiding my emotions from people that i have become extremely good at hiding them from myself. I dont know why i feel the way i do, and i dont even want to think about it cuz im afraid of what i will uncover. sometimes i think i get why i do things, why i avoid certain situations, but then i get confused and wonder if thats just a ( Read more... )

Yesterday I remebered what it felt like to have fun. What it was like to hang out with friends. It was really nice, and I really needed it. School has become my only focus, and I dont see why life should have to stop so one can succeed further on in life. Its not fair and I think university is full of shit. Really. I think I should have gone to ( Read more... )

i hate my life

I can feel the distance
pulling on you,
on me.
Nothing left but senseless murmurs
of a day gone by.
I shudder from the coldness
that radiates between us
pulling further and further apart.

Do you feel it to?
Do you hear it in your bones,
in your heart?
All thats left is static,
thats all there is...

"Poor little tin man, still swinging his axe,
Even though his joints are clogged with rust."

Omg I need to see Alexisonfire in concert.

The cottage was ok, but it rained ( Read more... )