an orange horizon

happy fourth of july.

i went tubing. Kelly and my brother are assholes tho. they decided they wanted to toss me reall high. well i did. not only did i fly off and roll a few times i slammed on my side and i couldnt breath. my side is all bruised. it really hurt. All is well tho. I went back on again. Good times most. def.

the other night jenna, kyle, arianne, and myself decided to see a movie then goto steak n'shake.. well i didn't have any money so i got water. At the end our bill totalled $8.11. We asked our waiter what we should do and he told us to walk out. Well we gave him $6 and then he came back to our table and told us to leave. We left. Then at 2 am. the ( Read more... )

Yes Kimmie. You are the perfect daughter. as well what am i? to you worthless.. It is you that is always right and I wrong. I am the "bitch" while i see you ignorant and deceptive. While I push myself to get the grades and scholarships, you plan new lies, a "better life", and who to manipulate next w/your new deceptions. You sit there and complain ( Read more... )

Meggi. You are the sweetest person in the world. You are so thoughtful. I wanted to cry when I saw what you got my brother. It is really setting into me now that Gregory is leaving. When he leaves I never want to loose touch w/you. We will hang out all the time! Even though he wont be gone to long I just wanted to let you know I love you soo much ( Read more... )

In affairs of the heart, I think I would rather suffer the emotional lows, the slings and arrows of defeat, the self-pity, the loneliness and discontent that comes with not knowing what's next, to the boredom and lethargy of a happy, secure household, knowing quite well what the next sentence, hour, and day will bring.

on a different subject.. here is the worst pick up line ever... "Heather, your ass looks like a rollar coaster." - (b/c my pants have a swivel on butt) -"I'd ride it anyday" haha I laughed. Im also pissed off. Court will be held another day for that man.

I watched my brother today get his diploma. I started to cry again b/c I was so happy. I then stopped and began to think. My life isnt the same anymore. My brother's leaving me in August. Im not going to have all the fun times w/him that i came to know. I never had been close to my brother untill this year and now he is gone. Im so confused... When ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my brothers last day of school! I was crying. I was so happy for him. Then I walked into round table after school only to have anthony throw me into a wall. I have a bump on my head but its ok! Then today rocked. Were moving onto districts! I am in so much pain right now but im so excited I can't wait till tomorrow. well if anyone ( Read more... )