Im really really worried about Justin. He has just gotten into this whole huge mess. He has an addictive personality and its just getting him into trouble. He keeps taking meds that cover up side affects of other meds and im just really worried about him. hes not prescribed anything and idk what to do ( Read more... )

Ok, so in the beginning of the year i was really depressed to leave home. now that summer is here i'm ready to go home but im also really depressed that im leaving the home ive known for the past 9 months. there is just soo much to take in all at once. i wish the transition would have been easier but its not easy, and i have doubt that it ever will ( Read more... )

I'm ready. Take me as you will. Being alone is such a depressing feeling. I hate feeling. Take me home. I want to be with people that love me a care about me. I want to be with people in general.

I dont mean to dwell on the events of last week. Virginia Tech hit closer to home then I thought it ever would ( Read more... )

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so my sisters are coming up to state for 2 days...im pretty excited. i cant wait to show them around campus. woo hoo

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I dont know what to think or how to feel. I dont think Ive ever been more confused about a guy in my life. Why did he have to tell me that, I thought things werent ever going to go anywhere with him and i gave up dating him a long time ago. Why did he have to get pissed with me about something soooo minor, who gives a shit what i do and who i like ( Read more... )

Soooo....anyways, I was really happy to be home this weekend, although not much happened..actually nothing happened, just chilled ( Read more... )

Last night was simply amazing. It was one of my simplest joys in life. Justin and I were at the union til close working with Traci. Traci metioned something about having a key to go on the roof of the building so Justin and I asked if we could go up there sometime. She took us up to the roof after they clocked out and it felt like real freedom ( Read more... )