My writing professor really has me thinking about life, death, and everything in between. We as human beings hold to what is not important and we forget those things that are. What if wisdom were an art, every lesson you learn would then be closer to your greatest work. I've learned that the people who understand life the most are those who have ( Read more... )

So i swear i almost died this weekend. i couldnt stop pucking friday night but i had started drinking by like 6pm. it was bad...i never want to drink even close to that amount again. well since i drank that much my immune system crashed. i now have the flu. i went to work sat for the monster truck show and that was pretty cool but i really couldnt ( Read more... )

So if you have reacurring dreams w/ the same person or people do they mean anything? i have the same dream all the time, same person and same plot i guess you can say. i dont know what to do. no matter what im thinking about before i go to bed i have the same damn dream at least three times a week. oh well...if something comes of it i wont push it ( Read more... )

so it is really cold outside. thank God i live on the 6th floor and heat rises...so its nice and cozy in my room. im making a scarf bc i need new colors...i only have like 10 scarves to wear but some outfits are lacking color cordination...lol ( Read more... )

i just put my heart and soul and everything i know in one entry.

that took alot of effort.

*hugs and kisses*

bedtime

ok so im really really happy. my friend brandy came up to msu this weekend to come visit me. i havent seen brandy since last feb when i had my fractured shin...but anyways i was really excited to see her. she got a ride from her cousin amber, who i never really cared for but i could put up w/ her. her cousin amber is dating drew who is my neighbor ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone w/ mini washburn. social services was called and shes getting taken away from her dad and sister and home. i want to be there to hold her and tell her things are gonna be ok but i cant do anything. i really hope that everything does turn out ok. i really worry about michelle and amanda all the time. i love them. its the ( Read more... )

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Hey just thought i would give a quick update. Im now reenrolled at msu which makes me really happy. i start classes tuesday and i have an essay due tues...YaY! and i have to have a book read by thursday. not looking forward to it quite so much. the class im most excited about is my counsiling class for substance abuse. im actualy really excited ( Read more... )

so im back at school. things were good. i pucked last night and my internet wasnt working so i couldnt look up my classes online. i woke up early to look up my classes and get my internet working. well i borrowed my roommates internet and computer and checked my school email. the worst subject heading hit me like a bomb. tears started streaming ( Read more... )