till death do us part

[pnutbutterbunny]

-yeah, it's over, and i want to DIE!!! there's nothing i can do to get rid of the pain of getting my heart ripped out, broken, stomped on, and then shoved back in my face once my body has already died. all i can do is cry and sulk...and drinking isn't helping like it usually does. depression has taken over my bitter soul and filled me with hatred

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[boycinator]

Hey.

I know how you're feeling. Like... EX-FUCKING-ACTLY
I went through it too. I think everyone does maybe at some piont.
But yeah. Boys can sometimes suck, But its not really boys. Its just that one boy.

I would try to say something, but I know there's not much I can say that will help. Like, when me and jud broke up, i remember thinkin "If I rip my heart out will it still hurt so bad?"

But now, I'm fine. I'm over him. And I feel great! But it hasn't really been til recently (that prolly doesn't help at all), but my point is it definetly will get better. It always will. "Time heals all wounds"

well I'm here for you.
lemme kno if you want to talk =)
<3

nothing helps

[pnutbutterbunny]

nothing helps. i seriously just want to die. i'm completely depressed. i lost my appetite. i've lost 3 pounds this week. i can't sleep. i'm getting frequent headaches. and it's not just that. i'm so stressed out that i'm throwing up. i have no one to talk to cuz my mom's in florida and my sister's in england. midterms are comin. the really bad break up. i just can't stand anything. plus pms. stress levels are so high. i don't want to get over him. i mean, i don't even get why we broke up, and it doesn't make sense cuz when we talk on the fone, we still do the little "i love you. well i love you more. no i love you more" thing. and even my dad noticed that things are changing with my attitude. i have no energy. i don't want to have fun. i'm tired as hell but i can't sleep. i just want him back.