Goodness

[pocco19]

Well, I finally got Nicki to go the hospital, yay. She's ok, and got some medication...all I have to say is oh boy. And my boyfriend decided to surprise me with dying his hair black. I'll just say that it was quite a....surprise and leave it at that. Hey, whatever floats ur boat, right? Also, in my last entry I talked about how some things don't

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It may take some time

[jennadiva]

I appreciate that...i just dont want to be judge. The last thing i need right now is people to judge me. I want our relationship to be better then last semester. I am not going to change over nite...im gonna mess up and i am going to fail but i will get back up and keep going. This isnt an easy thing and it wil take some time. I just ask that u dont judge me.

Re: It may take some time

[pocco19]

I can definitely understand, agree, and support that. Just like you said, it's not easy, and I'm in the same boat. The thing that I've grown to understand is that although you sometimes can't control messing up, you can control the situations you put yourself in. I know its hard, but if you want to change, you have to take yourself out of certain situations and change in that aspect first. I know its hard, and I'm not doing perfect at it at all. You are right that I don't know what efforts you're making. I am by far sorry if it seems if I am judging you, I'm not meaning to in any way...besides, who the heck am I to judge you, or anyone else for that matter? I just have been noticing little things and I'm just worried about you girl. I just know that I had to make some big changes/adjustments in order to not be so tempted or influenced, and although they sucked, in the long run, it makes it much easier to overcome it all. If there's anyway I can help you, just let me know...you know where I live :)