i want to write a vague entry that means a lot to me but i dont have any words. just thoughts. and those arent good enough.

no words. i guess thats the problem. its just not good enough.

( dont read this..i swear lol )

hey guys-i know its been a while and the only reason im updating is because i hate to see a depressing post up here for too long lol..and im much better than last time i was here ( Read more... )

a poem from a random place...im such a cynic when it comes to shit. ugh i dont want to talk about it. just read and comment to make me feel better. Im an idiot ( Read more... )

"Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost, Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost, What if I lost my d.i.r.e.c.t.i.o.n? What if I lost sense of time? What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind."

woah, im losing my direction.

and i definitely felt something but when i think about it...all i want to do ( Read more... )

Requirements:

-soft
-cuddly
-big enough to take up the whole right side of the bed so really big
-a name
-really cute
-preferably bear shaped but male shaped would work too lmao

edit: I'm tired of Bear. I need someone new.

Maybe then I'll sleep if I find that special someone.

"It's 3 am, I must be lonely."

ok--2 months worth of things have happened to me in the past week...ok im naming a whole bunch of random things and im making special keys for my viewers to follow lmao

+ optimistic feelings

~ undecided

/ negativity

~major thing...i had a CRAZY night with Michelle tonight.

+ Jen and Mike are going out!!

+ talked to mike the other night and ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas people!!!

So your standing on a ledge ( Read more... )

I feel like a puddle again..lmao ( Read more... )