Oh No It Happened Again

Oct 22, 2005 15:26

So i fucked up another relationship. My boyfriend hates me but won't talk to me about it. He didn't fight for me like he said he would, but i'm not too surprised. I have never had anyone fight for my love or friendship. I feel really, really sad right now. And using the word "sad" is an understatement of course but really....i feel so sad. I'm so ( Read more... )

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mxpxbouncingday October 22 2005, 23:43:59 UTC
Dear Zoey,

Hey this is H. Let me tell you something, and I mean this with the bottom of my heart, Nick never cares about anything. I love the kid b/c he's fucking Nick, but never expect him to fight for a relationship whether it be friendly or otherwise. He never has in the past and never will in the future. Well with maybe one or two exceptions out of idk tons. But yea Nick, is Nick. Don't feel that he's purposely acting like he doesn't care because he's not, it's just the way Nick is. Okay well just thought I'd tell you something about him.

later

H

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pocketedflask October 23 2005, 01:39:14 UTC
Was that suppose to make me feel better? I guess that just means i'm like everything else to him. That's wonderful. I'm gonna keep crying now.

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mxpxbouncingday October 23 2005, 04:51:20 UTC
babe, I'm his best friend. I've done more for that kid then you could possible understand. But when it came time for him to go away, did he care at all. NO and why b/c he doesn't. it's just that, so get used to it.

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g0ose October 23 2005, 05:50:22 UTC
She means you're not helping.

As for how he's just like that get used to it...all people have the capacity for change. All you need is the right catalyst. I really think if you actually sat him down and talked until ears bled...things would get acomplished.

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oblivionset October 23 2005, 00:08:57 UTC
Hey Rach...i love you, i love you more then all the stars in the sky. so yea. your loved.

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pocketedflask October 23 2005, 01:39:55 UTC
That made me cry too. I love you, Mike. I miss you.

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g0ose October 23 2005, 02:50:15 UTC
My ex and I had this same miscommunication. I let her go when she found someone knew thinking she'd choose me, she wanted me to fight for her. Its lose lose. You might have to be the one to go after him and tell him you want to hear his true feelings. You can't just expect a guy to read your mind. Its not something we're trained in. Don't give up, please stop crying, and most of all, Goosey loves you.

IM me sometime. GO ON AIM sometime.

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pocketedflask October 23 2005, 06:09:51 UTC
I didn't just give up on him. Anyway, i've stopped crying and i feel a bit better. I might be better off if he doesn't care enough to talk to me. I don't know. I love him so much. Go figure, right? YOU im ME, dork.

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g0ose October 24 2005, 05:27:50 UTC
>:O I just realized you called me a whale penis :'(

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