helping the fire flame.

i suppose we've got a fifty percent chance.

today ( Read more... )

mirrors completly freak me out. they're up to something. im just not sure what it is. people used to tell me about distant family members, and their insanity. i used to be really afraid of the fact that i might become insane, or crazy. but the more i think about it, the more i realize how much i really need those spots of random, chaotic insanity. ( Read more... )

well i guess since i hit [_] instead of [X], i guess i gotta post, right ( Read more... )

i like trains. i think ive said that before. i like them fast. barreling down the mangled iron track, completly out of control ( Read more... )

11 till .. wednesday? |:
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habit ual
us ual
i can lift it, but these repetitions kill
meanwhile ..
lets see what buck has to say about it
( i certainly need glasses )
do i have a big tongue?
new maneuvers

tottally e-mazing.
i am healthy, i am whole.

serving up tude. dry like cardboard, *poke*, no they arent free.

smoke and light, exploding in the sky.
the shoes are off now. the drums are on. my pockets are full, and my tab cleared. make'em say uhhn

POWDER KEG
A CUBAN PLANE
THE BOARDER BETWEEN GREECE AND ALBANIA

whoa whoa kid, calm down..

own it all. got bladed, straight. elle, but she wont be there next time. her wife divorced her. that sucks. virginia? tRaining. being ignored sucks. maybe these things are supposed to be self evident?
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i am drowning, there is no sight of land
you are coming down with me, hand in un-lovable hand
and i hope you die
i hope we both die

neon golden
like all the lights.

im going to keep my money in a god damn jar. in the dirt. below my house. and get old, and forget where i burried it. yea, fuck banks. interest. four point fuck you percent.

smell the tone.

some days i drop even the most mangled jaws.
others im skipping backwards through trash.

static, fuzz, hiss,
its just noise.

my jaw..hurts. really bad. shifting teeth? sad face.

w a s t i n g . . .

her plate is full, and im starving.

like an ignored and raging house fire. consumed.

shouldnt have bothered.