Damn...

[pocketnaomi]

I miss her so much. I don't want to miss her this much; quite frankly, she doesn't deserve it. But my tenant was cleaning up and found a bag which contained what was evidently intended to have been a Valentine's Day present for me, which somehow never got delivered. It was like a stomach punch. Her warmth and love were so wonderful, and even though

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[jexia]

:(

[loxian]

You're a kind person to keep this post public.

[pocketnaomi]

I don't know if it's kind or not. I strongly suspect she doesn't want me to love her still, or if I do, she doesn't want to know it.f'm trying to be as open as I can whatever the results.

[jolantru]

*hugs*

[otherdeb]

*hugs*

here if you need me.

[freyjaw]

Sigh. Hang in there. You'll miss the good parts of her for a long time.

My 2nd husband abused me, cheated, and had a psychotic break. I dumped him fast and took a job far from him (and that, folx, is how I came to drive from NC to San Diego). I told him he could be replaced with a dishwasher and a good vibrator.