Comments | pocketsoul: And I've made up my mind / I ain't wastin' no more time

pocketsoul

And I've made up my mind / I ain't wastin' no more time

Apr 10, 2009 00:42

I said I would write one more post about my relationship with Carlos, and then I'm done - so here goes ( Read more... )

Comments 9

fernzola April 10 2009, 12:22:16 UTC

"Sure, Eric, you'll find all of this with some other guy, someone better!"

I think it's unfair when people say that. So cliche and completely untrue.

pocketsoul April 11 2009, 02:47:20 UTC

It really is, because for me, I don't remember the things I've done as much as I remember whom I've done them with. We share these experiences with people, and part of why we remember them is because of whom you were with and how they made you feel during it.

Tra la la... I'm glad you don't have the stids ;-)

smooshiefaceinc April 11 2009, 00:54:03 UTC

We all take our own time to heal from things Eric, don't feel that you need to rush it and shut it out from our eyes. We love you and want you to mend yourself internally so that next time an amazing catch comes your way, we can watch you be exuberant and be his superstar. This particular one seems to not have been the right one, but weird things happen in life and I have full faith in you keeping your heart open for the future.

pocketsoul April 11 2009, 03:00:51 UTC

So once you're done with this Nick guy, can I be his superstar? lol

Thank you for holding my hand via Facebook and LJ throughout this. You won't ever realize how much I love and appreciate you.

smooshiefaceinc April 11 2009, 03:13:52 UTC

So I read this and thought, "who is nick?" haahahahah I don't remember his name, he is just masseuse guy at this point in my head. :) And I will inevitably be done with him in a couple weeks, so sure sure you can. And I could probably give ya pointers. hahaha. Love you lots Eric, for realsies.

justafixation April 21 2009, 17:06:58 UTC

Happy birthday!

pocketsoul April 24 2009, 10:19:23 UTC

Thanks!

(and don't mind the mopey post you responded to; Carlos and I got back together last week.)

I hope things are well with you. I had just read your last non-friends post from last year and you noted that your grandmother had a couple strokes. How is she doing now?

almosthuman August 2 2009, 21:00:19 UTC

I apologize for not having an oppertunity to reply to your response until now. Things have been ca-ca-ca-crazy the last year ( ... )

joshuadiscofixd December 13 2009, 06:25:30 UTC

Once you've truly loved someone, you can never un-love them. So although you may no longer be together, he will always have a place in your heart. And I'm sure you have a place in his.

It's an annoying cliche, but it takes time, and it's true. You'll be okay.