what do i need to do?

what in the world do i need to do to find that someone that will make me feel whole and loved?

right now i'm in such a low place.

so lonely and so sad....

i just want a hug and a kiss...

"i love yous"

and laughter....

someone who shares my hopes and dreams....

I'm sick of thinking of the what ifs. I just want it. i'm ready to move on ( Read more... )

so like.. alot of shit has gone down in the past three years ( Read more... )

LOL,it's been about a month since i updated... hmm lets see what has happened that is journal worth. Well! In september there was hurricane rita. Whooo. you know it was fun. It was fun. I'll do it again. It was fun because i had keith with me the whole time. God i love him. Yesterday was our 1 month! It's quite amazing because like, we've seen each ( Read more... )

Due to recent events, i'm making my journal FRIENDS ONLY.

Dale's a dick. That's all there is to say :).

Well, for the past..hmm week in a half i've been up in maine ( Read more... )

My japanese name is 猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child).
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What are you supposed to do when you come home to a bloody house? bloody carpet, bloody bed, bloody everything... Look for the source. As i began to panic, i found the source. My cat maddie.. Attacked by my two dogs... poor thing... she's bleeding all over me..... i hope she'll be ok. Dear god. Don't let her die.

So, my first day as a Photo person starts on Tuesday.. 2-10:30.. i don't think i've ever worked such a long shift before. But hey :) its money. should be ok i guess...

Total moving fee's: $1,500
Visa fee's including processing: $385
Shipping things to myself: $250
Buying things that i forgot to ship to myself: 150 pounds (about 300 US dollars)

Having freedom that i could never get in the US: priceless

I slept through the SAT's.

Once again, i owe my father 50 dollars for something..

merf.