& lately it's been angry, sad, serious. Hardly the reviews of dramas/movies I'd seen, or shows I watched, or even about my day.
But can I just let this out?
What is UP with all you fucking people? There is nothing WRONG with American music, or Korean music, or Japanese music, or ANY kind of music. There is nothing wrong with rap, pop, country, rock. ABSOLUTELY. NOTHING. Just because YOU don't like it doesn't mean you should put that type of music down.
I talk about the type of rap I don't like a lot. The people who are just thinking about rhyming, about sex & money like it's the only topic in the world. Maybe you think I'm a hypocrite because I say shit like that. People think I don't like rap because of that. WRONG. I like Eminem, Lupe Fiasco, Drake. I might like others if I looked them up. & yeah, I know they sing about money & sex like all the other rappers. But that's not the only shit they rap about & THAT'S why I like those rappers. I'm not a rap-type of person anyway. The beat & shit really ain't my thing. Some raps, though, really get to me, & that's the type of shit I'll listen to. Money & sex do NOT move me. But it's not like I'm saying something BAD about them, like they can't rap. Anyone can rap. I'm just saying I don't like it & why.
Now, I'm the type of person that listens to almost everything. I like pop, I like classical, I like rock, I even like traditional Japanese music like the shamisen. So these types of things really grate on my heart. These types of things meaning when fans of a certain group/type of music bashing another group/type of music. When I don't like a group, I try my hardest not to say anything offensive. Because, really, what's the point of that? I just tell them that it's not my thing, I'm not interested & I even explain. But there are people who go & say shit like, "What the fuck kinda shit you listening to?" Um, excuse me, I'm not listening to "shit"; I am listening to music. If you don't like it, okay. I won't force you to listen; you CHOOSE to listen to it. But DON'T insult my interests.
Lately, my dad has been coming up to me & saying shit like, "Korean music is just a copy of American music," & "Can't you find something better to do than watch Japanese shows all day?" & yeah, it shouldn't affect me, I know, but it does, because he didn't say shit before & now he just wants to be all up in my business, & if he can't accept the fact that I like Asian things, well, that's his problem. But, really, does he have nothing better to go than insult what I like?
You know what antis are? Assholes. Jerks. Why would you put down another group? Sure, you may not like them, but how does that give you the right to say shit about them. Oh god, it's just so horrible. I don't like Big Bang, but I don't go around saying shit like, "They should just die. Why do they continue to make their god awful music?" I don't like Justin Bieber, & yes, I do laugh at a few of the jokes about him, but I don't agree with a lot of them, as some of them are just degrading. Yes, I did think it was a woman singing when I first heard it, & yes, I do laugh when someone says that. Yes, I was surprised to find out he was 16, & I did joke around saying he was only 10 & I would be a pedophile if I liked him. People say that about Nino all the time, with his forever 17 self. I don't, however, go around saying he should stop singing, or question why he's gaining fame. He's popular because people like him. Okay, I respect that. I don't like him because none of the songs I've listened to caught my interest. Good, now that we've cleared that up, we can move on with our lives. Except no, we can't, because either you're an anti & want someone around to agree with all your bashing, or you're a fan & you want me to love him as much as you do.
I don't like those either. Fans who force you to do shit. I don't mind if it's someone I've never heard, something I've never tried before. Maybe it'll be good. Maybe I'll like it. That is different. I don't have an opinion of them yet, & I am willing to form one by trying it out if you think they are so great. BUT. If I have already told you I don't like them, if I've already stated the type of music I like & how they aren't part of it, please do NOT say some shit like, "You don't like that song? But it's amazing! Just listen to it again; you'll like it eventually!" Um, no. That isn't how it works. In fact, I'd be more inclined to dislike it even more. I obviously don't want to fucking listen to it; please go away. It's like a lot of Christians, actually. I say I don't really believe in anything, & all of a sudden, I'm bombarded. "It's because you don't go to church." "You need to read the bible." "GOD IS REAL." Then when I say, no thank you, religion would just bring me bigger headaches, they pretend they don't hear me & try again. Um, NO. I AM NOT AN ANSWERING MACHINE; THERE IS NO FUCKING "THE LINE IS UNAVAILABLE PLEASE HANG UP & TRY AGAIN." Get the point.
Antis within the fans. Mainly referring to only13s, a Super Junior problem, but it's not just them. There are people who just HATE other members of the very same group they claim to admire! It just amazes me how you can just fucking point out a guy in the group & say, "He doesn't belong." I don't think that's something you decide; he/she is the one in the group. If they quit, oh, LUCKY YOU, but there are always fans who are sad to see them go. If they don't get along, fine, maybe they should go. But if they're good friends, why the fuck would you want them to separate? All your doing is making your idols sad by bashing other members. Example: the Super Junior members love the whole family, which INCLUDES Henry & Zhou Mi. By saying shit to them, by hurting them, you are hurting the other members you claim to love.
I think that's all I'll say for today; I need to sleep so I can wake up & watch Dream Concert in 6 hours. I swear, if the people, I don't even wanna call them fans, pull some shit, I will have to hurt somebody. & maybe go cry.