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[pococurante]

Had an unexpected MRI today. Do you want to know why?
My nurses are worried the cancer might be spreading to the left side of my face.
I could possibly lose sight in my left eye if this progresses.
And they aren't sure what treatment to use yet.
But....hopefully in August they can hit everything with more radiation and get it out.

To make things even

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[connie_chung]

This is exactly why I don't believe in god. No god would let you suffer like this.

You were just starting to see progress with your right side and now your left is misbehaving.

You deserve to be healthy, you deserve to be happy, you deserve... ugh. I don't understand this. Why you? Why does this have to happen to you? Out of all the people in the universe, you are the last who should have to suffer.

Don't give up, you will make it through all of these struggles. Even if "god" tries to do otherwise, I know you'll triumph. I love you, more than you can ever imagine.

[cureless]

Kali... somewhere, you're looking at this, and you're able to read it.

I wanted to say I'm sorry for not talking to you more. Life is like that, it makes you think only of yourself, and makes you forget that our lives are all so precious. One day we're here. The next, we aren't. Just like that.

I know you're in a better place. When I think about it I know you are as you were before you got sick, that you have all your beautiful hair. I know you're happy and vibrant and without all the troubles that have weighed you down these last couple of years. Wherever you are now, you're free to be you, you without the cancer, without the things tying you down

[maeda]

Rest in peace.

[sparklemagpie]

I don't know how to say what I want to here...

I want to tell you how sorry I am that I never called you back on Sunday. The problems that kept me from picking up that phone seem small and stupid now, knowing that I missed my last chance to hear your voice, to listen to your laugh and know that you were here even if you weren't really okay.

I wish I could have told you once more how much I love you, how much you've meant to me, how your bravery made me brave and your pain made me hurt and your joy made me joyous too.

I hope that where you are now you're free from all of the things that dragged you down. I hope you're painless and content and enjoying yourself immensely because of it.

I miss you. I wish I could have said goodbye. I'm sorry the last words I spoke to you were a broken promise. =(

Be peaceful Kali. You deserve that much.

[hiriko]

I'll miss you a lot. You were such a sweet, sweet person. You were so brave as well. I wish I were as awesome as you.
I'm so glad I met you.

I love you.