I WANT ANSWERS. I WANNA KNOW WHY. WHY ALL THE LIES. WHY ALL THE DECEPTION. WAS IT TO NOT HURT ME? OR WAS IT CAUZE YOU NEVER CARED? I WISH YOU WOULD TELL ME. WHYD IT COME TO THIS? WHY DO I FEEL SO EMPTY? WHY DO I MISS WHAT WE HAD. SHOULD I? FEELIN SO CONFUSED? WAS I PLAYED ALL ALONG? SHOULD I HAVE EVER HAVE CARED? WAS IT ALL JUST A DREAM? OR WAS IT ( Read more... )

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I like her. i think she cool. i think she knows i like her. I wish she would call. I would love to treat her so good. I wanna make her happy. I wanna hang out with her.

WEll well well. TIme to laugh. I got this little letter from someone yesterday. It was great. A Personal pertection order. LOL . IT had the funniest things on it. LIke somehow i was at her school and i pushed her. it also said i call her house and work. and the i also send her email thats threatning.????????? On top of it she couldnt even remember ( Read more... )

Nothing new today. Just same old ruteen. I feel like im getting dicked around by janae though. I call her like the other day and she was on the phone or somthing with her friend and she said she'd call me back . well i got that call almost like 6 hours later. then yesterday i called and she was busy yet again and she said shed call me back and this ( Read more... )

Nothing new. got sick somehow. FInally relized how happy i can be.
Its going great between me and janae. Talked to her yesterday and said nothing important. Still Looking to chill With certain people but they never call. So kids hit me up if u wanna party.

( The Killers ROCK... )

Blah blah blah. I write what i feel like writing in my journal. Like i said b4 my feeling my beliefs. if you dont like seeing what i write dont comment on it ( Read more... )

Well last night was that bad for the most part. Worked till like 11 and then went home and showered and shit. b4 i went to work though i saw a few random people. i was on my was to work and i saw dani by herself walkin and shit. few seconds later i see this other random girl and dean and soem other kid. THe other random girl turned out to be alicia ( Read more... )

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Well im here for a couple of minutes before i go to work. I see that nothing much has changed since last. Still wondering when i will finally get my answers on certain things. WHo knows, i'll prolly never get a straight answer anyways. I hate fake people. I hate how people act one way, then inna blink of a eye they start actin like assholes. I ( Read more... )