Today was by far one of the worst days of my life. and its pretty hard to get on that list.

I need to get the fuck out. Im tired of this place. it makes me crazy. litterally.
Im needing something new.

Hopefully im moving. My moms been looking at houses.

So when the waiter comes and asks what i want, ill say with elegant tone "Someplace new

Latley ive been living with a broken heart...its been so long, and i thought the wound on my heart had atleast scabbed and i could live with it.. but, its been bleeding latley. Ive been experiencing things that i thot that id have my dad by my side for.. driving ( Read more... )

So i went to the haircutters to get a TRIM and the guy was this mean old bastard that like was a hair slave and told me i was mean for bleaching my hair and not taking care of it, so i was like fine cut off an inch. 1 inch. and so hes cutting and im like omg thats more than an inch and i almost like puked cuz ive been trying to grow my hair out ( Read more... )

The cool water feels comforting against my sore eyelids as black streams of mascara run down my face and fall into the sink,I rub the soap around my nose with my fingertips and let them dance around my eyes, up my forehead, and down around my chin, i feel my hips grind against the counter as my toes loose and gain balance against the cold linolium ( Read more... )

Dried Roses ( Read more... )

Well. Feb20. Its deffinatly my dads birthday. It sucks. i feel like such shit, and its shitty. i donno.. latley ive just not been all here. Expecially today. I should make him a card. even tho hell never see it..i should. I would ask my brother to take me to the cemetary but..its prolly closed already. dkjf;hd;jhfd. fuck this. i hate feeling like ( Read more... )

i havnt updated in forever so.. here we go ( Read more... )

I wish tomarrow were friday. but noo tomarrow has tp be thursday. bitch. doesnt matter anywyas my mom migtht not let me out friday. fucking slutty. i hope i can go to brits friday. biotch

The tin man appeared to think deeply for a moment ( Read more... )

Hallo everyone. im in new jersey. i miss you. its cold here. 11 degrees, blizzard tomarrow.