this is such a sad poem I found 7/31/2003 ( Read more... )

Look on the World 3/19/2003 ( Read more... )

life 7/13/2003 ( Read more... )

unseen family 3/19/2003 ( Read more... )

don't know 7/2/2003
You don't know what to write
You have no motivation to do anything

You're just there

You wana cry but

There are no tears

You wana be mad

But there is no fear

What is ther to hold you back

Rain 6/9/2003 ( Read more... )

crying on the inside
I sit here

wondering

If someone should know my secrets

Will that person

look past my flaws and mistakes

Will he accept me for who I am

For what I want to become

For what I have become

for every one who knows me i'm moving yet again, no suprise. but this time i'm moving to Massachusetts i'm probally leaving in october if the classes aren't full. i'm going there to go to school to work with kids with special needs. wish me luck and i'm going to miss everyone.

do you ever wake up one day and realize how quickly everything can change....

can one day you wake up and realize that you've grown up a lot and that you have to take on more and grow up some more. get a priority check. so much has happened recently and its just been a real wake up call. except Im exhausted as ever. I just find it hard to wake up and deal with all the new responsibilities. but thats life. thats what happens ( Read more... )