Happy birthday Hanh.

Thanks Hanh.

I love you Hanh.

I love you too Hanh.

-Hanh

Europe was FUCKING AWESOME. Everyone was great and we had a great time and I met a bunch of really cool kids and there was beautiful beautiful music. Man. It only gets better in retrospect.

Will upload pictures when I get back from Vietnam. We leave at 2 AM tonight (or this morning, rather).

-Hanh

Peace out.

See you in August.

-Hanh

I love having Giao and Khanh home. Now all our beds are filled and I am the happiest.

-Hanh

I'm so glad to be leaving.

Leaving work, leaving home, leaving school, leaving friends, leaving EVERYTHING and EVERYONE that EVER made me feel like less than I am.

And I am not sorry for one goddamn second,
not in the least.

-Hanh

I guess, in general, I'm okay. Yeah, I'm pretty okay.

But I want to be more than okay.

I want to be fucking great.

Is that possible?

-Hanh

SUMMER '07 PLANS.

-Touring Europe with The Sound of America Chorus
(Germany, France, Switzerland, Belgium, Italy, Luxumbourg)
June 29 - July 23

-Home to Vietnam with Mom and Dad
July 25 - August 11

Family has always been the most important thing to me. More important than school or money or friends. Always.

And I'm so scared. I am so scared that everything that made me who I am, that made me so strong and so grounded, that made me feel so safe and protected and loved, is starting to crumble too.

And what do I do?

What can I do?

-Hanh

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