just popping in saying that i got a b.c. rich worlock guitar named Treize Vendredi. he sounds very very lovely and i enjoy my new guitar immensely. this surely discourages me from my drums. saturday was quite fun. andrew was very cuddly...and he smells very good. jonathan, andrew, and i were watching Night of the Living Dead (the one in black ( Read more... )

so i went to see saw 2 (such an effing great movie!!!) with jonathan, andrew, freddy, and brett. i don't think freddy and brett counted (sadly) because i never talked to either of them. i said hi to freddy though. he didn't seem to happy to see me or anything. so why bother trying to get him to loosen up. i'm tired of trying for him. i can't ( Read more... )

darkness has covered my eyes and mind ( Read more... )

andrew helped me realize how worhtless i am to freddy. go figure, i spose. there's no one in their right mind who'd want to be with me anyways. blah i feel weird saying that. screw it. i'm not worth it ( Read more... )

still don't know what to do. tomorrow's agenda: mall, zmaze...oh yeah and school. saturday is quite possibly that halloween dance. i just want to go in a costume. Sicily by the way is a tomato bug pest thing. he's still alive...i think barely. poor dear. speaking of dear, kjre poo hasn't called me in a couple of days. perhaps she's all ( Read more... )

i wrote a failed attempt to fly below...well it may not be below cause i most likely won't post it. it's funny how songs i come up with can have a jolly tune but be all like "so i'll fake myself today! and i'll rip your picture! and i'll be satisfied with your shredded lies!"...anywho. my cd burner wasted 8 (note/;EIGHT...huit...1x8...2x4...etc ( Read more... )

i am not going to write about my day. days seem to go all right...it's always the night that you relize things...and you get sad for no reason. but there is a reason. i know what it is. i'm not saying. i'm a waste of mass and matter, a pathetic sorrowful tale. these feelings i cherish but they blind, and i don't know what's what anymore...i ( Read more... )

my nights are spent writing random things on xanga and now here and taking random quizzes...and watching flash animations over and over. Fester Jester greets everyone with enthusiasm...he's all dusty and such. i'm sad cause i was trying to put the crow that rests upon mr. draven's shoulder back on, well, his shoulder cause eric likes to fall off ( Read more... )

cold. tired. "tired n' lonely" then just popped in my head. WATCH MR. SNAFFLEBURGER. the corporation orders you to do so. lovely mata has graced us with another pleasant episode...i shall never eat any dolphins, let me tell you. and i'm totally against people eating shark. i got mad at sister when she told me she had shark...off the subject ( Read more... )

Sorry to disappoint my veiewer (erhem britt cough cough) but i was going to get a picture of chocolate soy milk because i'm thirsty and i'm trying to resist the urge, and i happened to somehow come across a chocolate cross! how uncanny the resemblance is between chocolate soy milk and a chocolate christ cross! it's absurd how close you can get to ( Read more... )