Humans are about hypocracy. Thats why all the anarchists, all the environmentalists and all the politically correct idealists will never be happy. We all love the routine grooves of our minds ( Read more... )

And to top off the cake, I woke up in the middle of the night and there was a cockroach on my face. Its one of those things you think about all the time but absolutely can't believe it when it happens. So I made a phone call at what was it-freaking 2 am-and shook a lot just thinking about it and then went back to sleep completely covered in my ( Read more... )

Hurricane Katrina:My grandparents' house in Mississippi has four trees through the roof and is completely distroyed, if not by wind, then by water damage. My dad is going up there to try and get anything. But it's all gone. The photo albums for our whole family, my quilt, papa's writing, chris' drawings, the dresser, the typewriters, everything.

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You know, I've been trying to pinpoint this mood I've been in since school started. And I just realized it. Perhaps, like One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, I've lost myself in the fog. I've gotten so caught up in my silence and my diligence and the routine of it, that I haven't felt a single thing from 9-4:15 for the past two weeks. And being lost ( Read more... )

i think about 3 nerds fell in love with me today. its like having a small army. but the truth is, you really cant DO anything with an army of nerds. i mean think about it!

suddenly it seems imperative that i read and play nethack and talk on the phone with a ridiculous amount of force. the promise of school and college applications and essays makes my little heart die a lot.

goodbye, past year. it were the shortest ever.

PS:it was the best year ever too. the whole entire thing was beautiful. thanks.

my throat hurts like knives.

"in the blur of these hacked days, the world and this life i know goes by like a fairy tale where we forget that the grandmother still gets swallowed up by the greedy teeth of the wolf ( Read more... )

ok. so this entry wont mean anything at all to most people. thats just my warning ( Read more... )