Too many ends and it's all just unraveling...

[poetgoddess]

Had a huge long talk last night with Chris about where we are going to go next semester.... this really blows. I know in my heart of hearts that I should probably just end it, and not put myself through the heartache of doing the long-distance thing next semester, seeing as I'm going to graduate and he isn't. Why is this so hard? Why do I have to

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[surgo]

Britney, you aren't Chris. That means you don't make Chris's decisions for him, you make your own. This means that:
I don't want to spoil Chris' time in NYC, being all bogged down in a relationship, that, given the circumstances has a deadline no matter what. I'm Chris' first girlfriend...
Is not something you should be considering here.