um...the beach was fun. complete w/ scented bubbles and bargain bookstores. and no terrible sunburn. and i'm halfway into the process of writing some lyrics. God knows i've had enough inspiration the past couple of weeks. so far i only have one line.

marlon brandoe died yesterday. one of my most favorite actors...such a shame he was awesome. but...that means that The Godfather will be on soon...maybe there really is a bright side to everything. and there are stupid people shooting fireworks off outside my house..its not even the 4th yet...maybe i missed that memo. oh well..thats all i wanted to ( Read more... )

you know that feeling you get when you've lost your best friend in the whole world the one person that knows you better than you know yourself that you can tell anything to and know that they'll understand...and you realize that you can never have things back to the way they were because there was too much screwing up on both sides and you're both ( Read more... )

this is the nicest way i can find to say what i'm thinking.....sorry it had to be this way ( Read more... )

not even gonna go into it. whatever. i quit.

ok so..Summit = AWESOME (spiritually that is....relationship wise..well, not everyone was a happy camper). anyhow..thats about all i have to say. im going to the beach monday morning so i won't be around for a week. i just tried twice to make a mix cd and my computer is being dumb so its not working out. its gonna be a good one too...including the ( Read more... )

I feel "out of the loop" and i don't know how to fix it. I hope i get better before Summit...because summit rocks my world. 10 times over. I think I know whats wrong....but theres not a darn thing in the world that I can do about it so....whateva.

ok, the computer is on it's last leg. I swear...we just payed like $200 to get it "fixed" and now.....well its just broken even more...so if i'm not online for a while, you know why. I'm about to just toss it out the window. I'm gonna talk to the father today about getting a new one. one that IS NOT and hp...because they SUCK. hopefully he will ( Read more... )

I really wanna update..but i want to say something meaningful and i can't think of anything so I'll just say that I love you. whoever is reading this, know that you are loved by at least one person (not counting Jesus) and thats me. Even if I don't show it all the time because I'm too busy being emo. I really do have the most awesome friends in the ( Read more... )

ok...whats up with weird african boys on yahoo proposing to me? its strange and i dont like it. anyhow..its really amazing how you can make yourself available to people and tell them that they can talk to you whenever..and they just dont get it. oh well.......screw it. hmm i dont have much to say.....im kinda pissed right now so whatever.