and we'll break contact for the final time ( Read more... )

well, i'm getting up to leave for carbondale in three and one half hours... no cigarettes the whole way down and back because we'll be with dennis's mom... from what i hear she is crazy. we should only be out there for most of the day. damn, i need a smoke now, just thinking of it... i'll be down there looking for a job and checking out John A. ( Read more... )

I can see why you think you belong to me ( Read more... )

friday: favoritism is not a fun game to play ( Read more... )

so the night (i kinda forget which it was... but it was probably friday... matter of fact ( Read more... )

craziness this weekend... friday, got drunk at jim's, nothing too much... saturday, cousin's wedding, twenty minutes long... reception till 8 or 9... then sandy drove me out to cicero... got pulled over on the way there... sandy should have gotten a dui, but the officer was not a complete cock sucker, so she just got some 75 dollar ticket... out to ( Read more... )

okay,so who the fuck downloaded all that shit onto the desktop? you wanna know wwhy the computer is all fucked up? because you peopel download shit onto it like that and even though it says its supposed to help, it does NOTHING but FUCK YOUR SHIT. plus i seem to be the only one that knows how to take care of it, nobody else ever runs virus checks ( Read more... )

i wrote this first one last night, at five AM... the rest of them were written at some other point in time, separately ( Read more... )

got home from work thursday at like almost two, and jim showed up at like 2.30... marty was driving the first few hours while jim and laurie slept in the back. i was co-piloting.... marty is a great guy, we talked most of the trip down there.... smoked a bowl at 4.20... when the sun started coming up/made good progress above the horizon, we dined ( Read more... )

it's like a black hole, i swear. but this time i'm for real, i might be moving to carbondale, i'm definitely going down there this weekend though... i'm actually going to be on my way there in like 12 hours... jim and marty are most likely moving down there, which leaves me with only t-ddawg and brandon... because nobody else hangs out with me. so ( Read more... )